This constant downhill of determination and perserverance has been causing me to leave what I have done halfway.. Leaving tasks stranded, leaving work that I should have done uncompleted, letting my hopes gradually drifting away from me. Faith and confidence boosted you out of the blue. However, I should have always known that that sudden boost to drill doesn't last forever.
Despite having countless lessons in the past 17 years of your existence, I'm ending up making empty promises to yourself again.
So what exactly has been going through my mind?
Your're too wild that you lose the ability to loosen that overly "uptight" you.
Oh peiying peiying,
You're always telling yourself that its time, but yet it ends up only being a contradiction to yourself.
Funny huh?
I'm dying for that boost to be back soon and never leave me.
I really do believe I have the potential to do so. Don't ever underestimate yourself, because that's what lowlife-s do to others, aka shaming themselves.
Lasty, before i leave,
get back on your feet as soon as possible again, everyone has been so worried about you.
Remember peiying,
Faith
Confidence
Believe
Hope
of course,
with perseverance and determination
And so much more
XX BY THE WAY, IM SUPER PROUD OF YOU PEIYING.
FOR HOW FAR YOU HAVE COME, DEALING WITH ALL THOSE SHITS,
:)
Cya
bye
i love you and bread.
Have a little more faith in yourself <3
