Precious ones who left are making you stronger now.
You're still at the point where you are on the verge of crumbling down any second tho it has been a good solid 5 months and tho you've constantly been telling the ones around about you how glad you've moved on.
However, those whom you've been praying for them to come back have moved on long long ago and even blissfully stepped into their new phase of life despite knowing how broken you are.
Thank them tho, for letting this happen, for letting you realize the ones who would stay by your side no matter what happens.
So do not be sad that they have left, instead, be glad that they have once appeared in your life. Even when the memories that were shared might mean nothing to them, at least they meant more than just a little something to you. :)
Don't give up, hang on, keep fighting on and break through this.
At the end of the day, I know you'd be standing in front of them showing how successful you are.
Show them you're happy. Be grateful to those who have stayed by your side through this thick and thin. And. Be happy. Stay grateful. Love those who have constantly been showering you with unconditional love. Love them. Treasure, hold on to them and never let them go.
Be happy Peiying. Besides. Life is too short for you to be sad, isn't it? ;)
You'll get through this. Continue to hang on and hold on to those whom you should be, tightly.
Most importantly, love yourself and treat yourself the way you should. <3
xx ❤️